i want to be a new person. brand new. leave the past behind and charge towards the whole new life.

it takes something big to shatter me now.

i just realised that there is no point in arguing with him but i attained my goal to hurt him and i love that. my peace loving nature still prevails in the end. that doesn’t mean i’ll relent.

obsessive worrying are 2 words to describe me these days.

Bascially been rotting at home. been so long since i came back here that this new whole outlook is blowing me away! looks really professional. oh i mean the workspace for wordpress.

what have i been doing these days? let’s see. i’ve been eating and watching dramas. now i’m bored. so maybe go out with friends tmr!

a new year is coming and i’m looking forward to it. no matter how bad the economy is. it means a new beginning for me and my family. sometimes i feel i haven’t lived but thankful for the chances i have gotten, i have travelled out far and wide and gotten myself a couple of heartbreaks. it is time to think of my family although i don’t know how much of that i’m.

no matter what. some hope is always good.

It was all that easy for you.

I just hope you keep thinking.

Where will life bring?

I’m glad I spoke my mind.

On an entirely different matter – Met a couple of a**holes. Women need to protect themselves!

It’s funny. Been away for more than half a year and when I come back to go out with my brother for the first time, I realised that he has grown up. Like a small little adult now. We went to watch Dragon Hunter followed by a Superdog lunch. Family is family huh. Crossing my fingers for his PSLE. He just hopes for a pass! OMG can you believe that? No ambitions at all. I know studying doesn’t really come to him easily but seriously, just playing all the time!

Much as we all hate to admit it, we dote on him the most! Haha. And it takes another kid to tell you that. Yep, my sister.

Family education is essential. All that nagging works! It drills in and shows itself when they are alone or away from family so don’t neglect that area. Indeed, I;m lazy in housework but when I was overseas, I kept my room clean following the footsteps of my mum. HAHA. They manifest and it is then you realise family is the best!

Pretense only get you so far.

The question is: “Are you willing to take up the responsibility?”

Are you willing to face up to reality? Are you willing to make changes?

City space is a great place.

Talking crap without the need to think is so bimbo.

Relaxing and chilling is a good thing.

Working and achieving makes you feel so good.

Being so tired at the end of the day helps you sleep so well.

And then you wonder why they still leak into the little moments.

I wish my heart doesn’t ache every so often once in a while.

in a lot of sh** these days. i need to get back my act together.

just got emo and demoralized my group. i feel so bad. like really dun noe what to do kind. haha.

hmmm don’t know what i’m doing some more.

well what is new?

i couldn’t help but smile when i saw those pics…

on another note… why are those guys so impatient easily??! and why am i so timid??? and why can;t i refuse them??

met diverse people this semester. has been fulfilling;)

certain things may be left better unsaid i guess.