2009

i want to be a new person. brand new. leave the past behind and charge towards the whole new life.

another whole new level

it takes something big to shatter me now.
i just realised that there is no point in arguing with him but i attained my goal to hurt him and i love that. my peace loving nature still prevails in the end. that doesn’t mean i’ll relent.
obsessive worrying are 2 words to describe me these days.

And you thought it helps when u are busy

City space is a great place.
Talking crap without the need to think is so bimbo.
Relaxing and chilling is a good thing.
Working and achieving makes you feel so good.
Being so tired at the end of the day helps you sleep so well.
And then you wonder why they still leak into the little moments.
I wish my heart [...]

In a lot of sh**

in a lot of sh** these days. i need to get back my act together.
just got emo and demoralized my group. i feel so bad. like really dun noe what to do kind. haha.
hmmm don’t know what i’m doing some more.
well what is new?

Relaxing day at home

i finally got to stay at home the entire day! woohoo.
the mexican party was a blast. had a lot of fun.
week 9 is coming up…

Start of Midterm Break

Two classes tomorrow but I think I’m just going to skip one of them. Really tired from all the late night outs. I’m so old I can’t take it anymore:P HAHA.
Let’s start recounting my drinking days!
Tuesday in the middle of work with lotsa chips – bad idea! Wednesday was drinks at Wine Connection and Butter [...]

the exchange coming to an end

yes. finally. the long awaited moment. or is it.
i hope as time goes by the changes that have been made, be it good or bad, can be seen when i return. yes that is evidence of my exchange and experience.
i can’t help but already develop feelings for this place. the sense of tiresome still surfaces [...]

Change in the Blue

you think that whatever that was written in books were a dream but they can be so real.
you get lost in the blue.
you like the hair colour.
the affectionate moments drives you nuts.
there are changes in the colour of the blue.
the doubts in whatever he says.
the loss in confidence of yourself.
jealousy sets in.
you [...]

Bergen Norway 6 May to 8 May

This is probably one of the best trips I have done so far. The warmth from Jeanie, Ben, Carol and Greg made a lot of difference. In the beginning, I thought I was going to be quite lonely traveling alone but to my surprise, everything went well.
 
By the time I reached Bergen Airport, it was [...]

Birthday Celebration Overseas

Things to do:
Vet through MMAL paper – 30 April
Finish up on FDI paper – 15 May
Start and finish up CPE paper – 2 May
Finish up on SE report – 29 April
Study for SE exam – 9 May
OMG there is so much to do!!! The most worrying thing is CPE because I have no clue [...]