the exchange coming to an end

yes. finally. the long awaited moment. or is it.

i hope as time goes by the changes that have been made, be it good or bad, can be seen when i return. yes that is evidence of my exchange and experience.

i can’t help but already develop feelings for this place. the sense of tiresome still surfaces ever so often and i don’t know if it is because i’m leaving this place or is it because i’m just so tired from living here.

there are so much i want to write down but it is so difficult to express all these feelings that has occurred over the span of time from the last entry. been really bad at updating this blog.

i can’t help but feel jittery about returning home. not because i don’t want to but how i have to adapt back to my old environment after 7 months here. will i easily slip back or will i start to complain. maybe that is a good way to start.

and for sure, i have to move on with my life. he hasn’t been replying to my emails anymore and that is something i thought he will do. shortlived happiness. silly me. i wonder what the future beholds yet i can only hope for the better and do my best in creating the life that i want, living a Godly life, or can i?

all these doubts are killing me.

but i know i should be ready to take on the challenges back on singapore.

6 more days before i get on the flight bound for singapore. 13 hrs of flight.

i’m going to try to savour these last days.